Orphanage Sadness

Today it wasn't a lucky day. I watched a sad movie called Beyond of the Sun. It was an orphanage has been outlawed to the foreigners in China. The truth is when the autism go towards to me, I need a jacket as a protection. I believed that the relationship in any character was messed up and I'm afraid one was acting strangely. I had to get out of there from public. I don't know what to do? I wondered when I can stop crying for the rest of the day? That's a post of a day today.