Inside Out, Outside In

Today my life has been realized that on the inside, I was calm and full of imagination. But on the outside, it's a monster, me! I've been shocked while I laundered those clothes. I was afraid when I went outside shortly after using a computer, I'll threaten everyone, mad at them, mean to them, and treat them cruelly on my own eyes, even my family. So I didn't. I held it as much as I can. I went inside to calm down. That's all for today.